Monday, 13 February 2012

feelings I never had and really touch me deep.


The time when I hugged you and never want to let go :
you hug me and said ( hug me please hug me tide make me feel safe in your arms hug me)

The time I regret my past :
 when you said ( I wish that you are my husband)

The time I felt you are the perfect wife :
 when took a good care of me, brought me the drink and asked me if I need any thing else)

The time i get to know how lucky is your husband :
the first time I asked you about something and you said its right there HONEY

The time I knew how my life is going to be without you :
I thought we are no more able to be together cos I don't deserve your love to me , I said so; you cried a lot but a river and till I feel all the tears are flowing on my neck you were saying please don't say it sayang please don't

The first kiss of its kind that brought down my tears :
when i thought that I wont be able to kiss you any more, but then things went well and there was the first kiss of its kind, I couldn't and for the first time control or even hid my tear when it comes.

The time I get to know how awesome you are :
when you say all of those my language words and the place you used them, how perfect it is and how awesome you pronounce them.

The time I controlled my back brain :
when you are cold, you hug me then you say I love your body its always hot and making me warm all the time. I don't know how you do that but my body started to react every time to be warmer than it should be when am close to you. And I love it so much and I really enjoy it when i make you warm.

The time I wished to sleep again and wake up asap next to you :
you wake up from your sleep, you smile open your eyes slowly smile bigger close your eyes back then smile bigger then you say good morning sayang. then you start stretching so I look at you and I can't resist it so I kiss you so many times, and I never felt enough kissing you

The time I start loving my phone text tone :
you send me all those text that melt me down like a peace of expensive chocolate.